fuck, fuck, fuck

I have a new car. I doubt I’ll be able to afford to drive it for much longer. Insurance is going to be SKY HIGH. I already have one speeding ticket under my belt (79 in a 50) and then I also had a minor car accident. Now I have another speeding ticket to add to my pile. I was going 108 in an 80. I’m hoping that the demerits won’t kill me too bad. I think I handled it well although I couldn’t look at the officer when she was asking me for my registration and license. While she was writing me the ticket, there was a lot of “shit, fuck…fuck, fuck, fuck. Shit. Not demerits please…I can’t afford to drive anymore. Shit, shit, shit.” Funny part is…only not all that funny at all…is that I’ve only had the car for four days and I’m already getting a ticket. I guess this sort of thing happens though…you know…testing out the new car, wanting to see how fast she’ll go. Only that’s not what I was doing AT ALL. All I wanted to do was get to work on time.

You see, Chase was in Tillsonburg playing at a bar called The Underground Lounge. So it being somewhat close to London and of course having the boy live in Tillsonburg, I really wanted to go. So I went and then drank too much to drive home so I stayed overnight and planned to drive home in the morning. The show was mediocre…metal, screaming in the mic. I don’t mind metal but I don’t like to be screamed at. I had a great time hanging out with the boy and his friends though. That part was definitely worth the trip. I did end up getting back to London for work with 5minutes to spare.

Speeding, I guess was unnecessary and cost me more than I can pay.

another day older

It was my birthday yesterday. I'm 22 now. Old.

The Boy came to London for some celebrations. First time meeting my family and he stayed ALONE with them while I left for my soccer game. Cutest thing I've seen in a long time...Boy came walking up with one of my nephews on his shoulders. Really, really cute.

After drinking a mixed drink and having 2 shots, we drunkenly walked to Brass Door. In the bar, I met up with Jos who had lovingly made me a birthday gift that I loved showing to people...even strangers. It embarassed her and made her uncomfortable. The gift was the drunkest picture of the two of us in a frame that she decorated herself. Very nice. My friends did a lot of nice things for me...Medini sang and played a song during which he proposed.

I'm not sure how much I drank but I didn't stop after I got to the bar. I remember telling the bartender about how drunk I was and then following it up with..."but you should still definitely serve me....I'm drunk, but serve me!" The last thing i remember is hearing Dr. Mario coming from Sarah's TV and throwing up into a pink garbage can. So hot. Glad the boyfriend wasn't there to see that one...

I'm alive, I swear.

I don't blog very often...I should start doing that.

A lot has happened since May 10th

• Said some things to my ex that I shouldn't have
• My 1999 Sunfire got broken into and all my CD's stolen
• Met a boy at Molly Bloom's while drinking away the sorrows of losing all that was in my car
• Went to Montreal with the boy I met at the bar (it was awesome)
• Attempted to replenish my CD collection
• Bought a car...its a 2004 Volkswagon Golf and I pick it up on Tuesday. Its blue.
• Planned a trip to Florida...for the last week of August

I'm excited about pretty much everything these days. I think the boy is what I'm most excited about closely followed by the car. Insurance will be expensive because of my speeding ticket AND the little fender bender that I got myself into in March. They happened within a week of each other. Oops. I'm a good driver though...just bad luck.

Thats the fastest update I'd ever give anyone but I promise to blog more often. Even though it makes me a nerd.